The Lady Lin

The Lady Lin

The Lady Lin

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"Everything in my head went quiet. 

All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. 

When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. 

Even in bed, I’m thinking: 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. 
Or the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek. 
I knew I had to talk to her. 
I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. 
She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. 
On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or talking to her.. 
But she loved it. 
She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times at different times of the day. 
She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. 
When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely lock the door eighteen times. 
I’d always watch her mouth when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked; 
when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. 
At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. 
She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. 
But then.. She said I was taking up too much of her time. 
That I couldn’t kiss her goodbye so much because I was making her late for work.. 
When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line.. 
When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking.. 
And last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. 
She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but.. 
How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touch her? 
Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. 
I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. 
Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. 
I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars.. 
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. 
I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. 
How she turns shower knobs like she opening a safe. 
How she blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out-…. 
Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. 
I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once-he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! 
I want her back so bad.. 
I leave the door unlocked. 
I leave the lights on. ”

I’ve always seen this gif and never really understood it till now. So heartbreaking. 

this whole thing really fucks me up man

My heart literally breaks reading this. Just thinking of the emotional wear on her because she loved him but over time it was starting to be too much and how much he desperately loved her. I can’t handle this.

Well I just shed tears

I have OCD and the first time I watched the video, I bawled like a baby

This poem is so precious. It breaks my heart into pieces everytime i haer it.

(Source: edgarwrights, via ricesama)

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mx-autumn:

Oh, yes! They are actually pretty solid all the way through. :) You should definitely check more of the albums out.

I shall most certainly be doing this. I learned of them through the Dark Cabaret CD from…

Did you lean about Jill Tracy on that album too or did you just have her album? I remember you singing a song by her in the kitchen and she’s cool too. :)

YES OMG I LEARNED JILL TRACY FROM THEM I LOVE JILL TRACY fucking evil night together <3 I want her voice oh god. I would take so much testosterone if it meant I had her deep silky voice. I’m not partial to my fairy voice (ironic as I love fairies?)

You are my faerie and I love you! :D I love talking about music with you. I want to sing with you again in a kitchen or a dinner on the highway or somewhere again. Oh so much. All of this brings back so many happy memories, which I hope isn’t weird. 

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mx-autumn:

Oh, yes! They are actually pretty solid all the way through. :) You should definitely check more of the albums out.

I shall most certainly be doing this. I learned of them through the Dark Cabaret CD from…

Did you lean about Jill Tracy on that album too or did you just have her album? I remember you singing a song by her in the kitchen and she’s cool too. :)